Steph, I can somewhat relate to your feelings, yet my h has only been gone for a week. I called him about dinner with d and I . I asked him about movie this weekend. But then I was always the one who did the asking in our m. If I don't call him, will he think I don't care?? I'm going to give it a shot. Even though I miss him, I don't miss the tension he felt, so I feel better alone right now. There are bound to be all different feelings as we go through this long process. We have to sort them out. Enjoy this peace that you are feeling. Sue
