I know, and it is working. Last night, when we went out for supper, she was in a better mood and tried to be happy and all. I guess now its just MY heart that isn't into it. It's not that I am in a bad mood. Quite the contrary, I just dont seem to feel like spending ANY time with her. She has sort of robed me of that pleasure in the last two weeks. I enjoy her company, but not as much. It all seems fake to me now for some reason. I cant explain it, wish I could! I dont feel the nedd nor the desire to call her to see how things are going. I end our conversation rather quickly (although always in a chearfull and polite manner), I dont invite her to breakfast/brunch/supper any more...have no desire to. For the past two Sundays, I have gon to brunch with my parents and in the past have always invited her and she has accepted many times, but for the past two weeks, I have NOT invited her simply because I did not wish to. I have nothing against her, I'm not mad, just sort of getting tired of it all, sort of bored ??? If that makes any sens? She has asked if my parents asked if she was coming or where she was on those Sundays. I tell no...because my parents dont ask. They are good that way: accept that I invite her or not without any questions or judgements. It is as if now she WANTS to be asked...but I will not. As I have said, I'm tired of making all the efforts. She will now have to start making some of the invitations if she intends to spend time with me. I have done so too often. She has grown accustomed to it. And I am not really intersted.
I have NO plans right now, I am doinf none of this with goals in mind...simply following my heart for the moment.
I dont feel the nedd nor the desire to call her to see how things are going. I end our conversation rather quickly (although always in a chearfull and polite manner), I dont invite her to breakfast/brunch/supper any more...have no desire to. For the past two Sundays, I have gon to brunch with my parents and in the past have always invited her and she has accepted many times, but for the past two weeks, I have NOT invited her simply because I did not wish to. I have nothing against her, I'm not mad, just sort of getting tired of it all, sort of bored ??? If that makes any sens? She has asked if my parents asked if she was coming or where she was on those Sundays. I tell no...because my parents dont ask. They are good that way: accept that I invite her or not without any questions or judgements. It is as if now she WANTS to be asked...but I will not. As I have said, I'm tired of making all the efforts. She will now have to start making some of the invitations if she intends to spend time with me. I have done so too often. She has grown accustomed to it. And I am not really intersted. 
