No you are not a freak, you are human with mixed emotions. Your w wants to be in your liefe, yet she doesn't . Who wouldn't be unsure.Guess this is the journey that you have to decide if you can hold on long enough to see where it goes.I am realizing that piecing and holding on to a m can't have a time frame,everything else in life has a deadline.Question is how much can we take? A lot of us have been at this for several months which is nothing compared to what we are trying to achieve. If I could only know that the end will be a happy, healthy marriage, I would wait forever, but not knowing inspires us to try our best and learning something new each day about ourselves that helps us to continue. SOrry, now I am babbling There is so much good and hope for you and your w and of course your d!! Sue
