Ben, don't use your sitch to turn back to booze! That's what losers do and you are NOT a loser! You've come so far in a very difficult situation and are winning, believe it or not! As you say, tomorrow is a new day...one day at a time. P.S. she knows you've quit drinking, if she finds out you're boozing again she could use that against you in any custody case, don't let that happen. You're a good loving Dad, stay sober for yourself and your kids. Btw I can't find where I put my 2 X 4 so I'll just give you a manly hug tonight and a smiley guy!