I am trying... I have four friends here keeping me under control....By the way I have done one thing stupid tonight...I have drank...Something I have not done inn months...I am just in a very bad spot right now and I have f-ed uped tonight. I can not wait until tomorrow because it will be a different day....I am sure AT/CM/1210/Ian/whatisis are going to kick my a$$ tonight for drinking but it is what it is. I fell off the wagon tonight because I did not have enough faith. I screwed up bad...
Don't beat yourself up over this. We all fall at some point in some way or another. We just have to get back up and press on.
And I know that you have what it will take to do just that.
So as far as this night goes...just erase, erase, ERASE.
