I am trying... I have four friends here keeping me under control....By the way I have done one thing stupid tonight...I have drank...Something I have not done inn months...I am just in a very bad spot right now and I have f-ed uped tonight. I can not wait until tomorrow because it will be a different day....I am sure AT/CM/1210/Ian/whatisis are going to kick my a$$ tonight for drinking but it is what it is. I fell off the wagon tonight because I did not have enough faith. I screwed up bad...


Ben 32
STBXW 29
3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months)
Status: Fighting for the Kids.

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