Quote: The scariest part is that I KNOW that I will be fine, I will be happy. If not with my wife, with someone else. But I would so much rather that it be with my wife! But that is no longer my decision.
Oh where have I seen these words before ... ah yes ... less than six months ago, Tbone typed those very same thoughts and now he is happily toghether with his W again!
I mention this only to ease your doubts and fears you have about whether your choices you are making now will take you two further apart. It appears your journey is taking you to "places" others have been to before on their way to reaching what we are all striving for. As you learn from the lessons on your journey to improving Steph to be a much more fulfilled individual and make your choices based on those lessons, there is much hope that you will reach the success that others before you have. Have faith Steph. You are travelling in the right direction.