Big weekend coming up. My family is going to a cabin for four days, H is coming along for two, and then leaving for his business trip to OW's city.
I've been tossing thoughts around in my head: do I request reassurance from him? do I just say nothing? what messages do I send with either action?
All I've come up with thus far is to just let it be. He's not 100% committed to our M--I know that. He'd be at least sleeping at home and (I'd like to think) trying a lot harder to be here for me if he were. So if I ask, it'll be pushing, and he'll tell me what he thinks I want to hear. I'm so sick of lies. So there it is.
Does my complete lack of pursuing open the door for OW? Maybe. I guess time will tell.
