I'm not finger pointing, at least not trying to, just want to get back to where we were last week, but she is frustrating me, being very agressive and all. Trying to stay calm and remove myself from all this but at the same time, I want to fix it! Maybe that is my problem...wanting to fix everything right away...an old habit, bit of a backslide.
The problem is my wife says all is fine, no worries, everything is as it was, but it isn't, and then it comes out, aimed towards me. She aknowledged as much last night, saying she knew she was aiming everything at me and that wasn't her intention, but it leaves a sour taste in my mouth and I hate that, and want to get ride of it.
SO, tonight, before C session, the plan SHOULD be to be light hearted, up beat and just take it from there. But I am anxious, since I know that the session will be a doozy!
