Well, things are going downhill fast, and I`m trying to minimize any damaga. My wife has been feeling guilty as hell...mostly because our daughter has been quite cold to her, she even said that she wasn`t her mother, said said grandma was her mother, a two year old saying that! My wife couldn`t take it, started accusing me (not directly) of influencing our daughter! I got mad...this is a point where I felt no nead to be up beat and pleasant. If SHE feels guilty for not being there for her daughter, it is her problem to deal with...not mine! She called back to appologize, said she`s confused and afraid and feels empty and like she is abandonning her child. How about her husband? . And her dog? Ya that`s right, she has abandonned everything of value in her life! Work is life now! Well, I hope work makes her happy!

I know this is an angry post, but that`s just the way it is right now!

We have a C session tonight...CRAP, that`ll be no holds barred affair! How can I turn the tide? I need to get back to that comfort level we had reached only a week ago!

Steph