Am I piecing? I am sooooo confused

[Heywyre]

Positive that he's checking the personal want ads? That's a new twist on things

I guess it could have been worse, it just sent me over the top at a time when I thought things were going so well (isn't that always the case?)

I guess it is better than him phoning her for sure but who's to say if he hasn't done that too. Maybe now he's too scared to even mention it, if he has. All I need is confirmation from him, why can't he see that? He's an intelligent man - heck that's part of the reason I married him and now he's regressing back into a bump on a log, what the h@ll is happening to him?

It is part of what the C talked about. He needs to talk to me when he feels these urges and I, in return, have agreed not to freak out when he does (obviously) but when he does stupid things like this why does he think I won't freak out? After all, we ARE working on this are we not?

Sorry, just venting (story of my life these days) but I just need a little direction here once in a while and right now I feel as though I am going in circles.