Sorry, you felt so bad this morning, or whatever time it is there. I want that reassurance, too that all will be well, but can't ask him for it. You really don't want to give up, but I understand how you are feeling, I have sometimes toyed with the idea of giving up, but know I won't. Don't push him for an answer to why not, either. When he gets home for dinner, could you ask him to stay and watch a movie with you or do something with S and you?
