Maybe it's reading everyone threads or just thinking about how everything went wrong but I am sitting here with tears rolling down my face. It is so sad, we are all trying to desparetly hold on to our M, to save our families from the fallout of divorce. Why is it so hard?

When I see happy couples holding hands and kissing in public I am reminded of how H and I used to be, how did that all change?

How did I lose faith in M? I believed that we would live happily ever after, till death do us part. We were once best friends with no secrets between us. Now our R is built on lies and mistrust.