Thank you both for your posts and I know you are right and I don't want to feel like this either and its not even that I want to pressure him into ML. I just want him to reassure me that we will eventually. That it will be normal again because if it isn't going to be I want to end it. I'll be honest, right now I'm sobbing my heart out. I've been crying all afternoon because I think I'm ready to give up. Yes I want us to be ML and kissing now but I know that he isn't ready so what I want instead is some reason why were not. Some reason that I think is fixable because I'm scared that his reason isn't fixable. I'm not getting anything. He was out straight from work all night last night from 4pm until 1am and he's working tonight and he's gone to get some things from a DIY shop and has decided to stop at a friends and is just going to come back for dinner. I feel like I'm running a hotel. I'm not getting anything here and I know we're supposed to put our needs on hold but I really have had enough.
