H stood us up last night. I was 85% expecting him to, so not too much pain inflicted. I was thinking that we were on our way to piecing for awhile there, but over the past week or so I can see that he's still very much on his own. And seems to like it that way.
Is there a danger in my 'patiently' waiting for him to get his crap together? Will he think it's okay for him to leave me hanging FOREVER? Will our kids grow up knowing only a 10-min-every-other-day-father? Ugh.
Not to worry, I think my skin is getting tougher. It won't bring my whole day down...just thoughts going through my head like water.
