Well, I got locked out after 11 pages. Doesn't quite compare to OSU's 20 pages.

Not a lot to report. I went to MC last night by myself. Went a little bit better. I have realized that I am ok with or without H. I would be better with but I can do this without.

I spoke to him last night and he said that he has been thinking about things. WTH??? Can we say unstable and confused????

He was over at the house when I got home from work and was playing cards with S5. I headed to my MC and when I got back he was gone. My mom said that OW had been tm him. So I called him and asked him to please tell her not to do that. That it is disrespectful and he said "I know." I also asked him to tell her not to call me ever again. That I didn't even know why she called me the other night to begin with. He replied "I don't know either." He said that he would tell her both things.

She is psycho!!!!!!!!!!

"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."