Not feeling very positive today. H and I had the R talk wednesday night. He started it. He said I took what he said the wrong way, that he liked parts of his single life but he would give them up for M. But he continues to say that he just doesn't believe that I can make the changes he wants to see. I just told him that there is no way to tell until he bites the bullet and jumps back in. Anyway he was going to stay that night but he didn't. He did call the next morning and apologize for the conversation. I said i accept rather than my usual oh that's ok. I so want to just throw in the towel. Is this worth it. I cry myself to sleep every night. My daughter is so so sad. She hates the house my H lives in. She just sleeps in a room that belonged to a boy. I want him to get a place that she is comfortable in so this is a little easier for her. I want to get a place for me and the kids too and have afresh start.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
