Thanks Haywire. I'm back - I couldn't stay away and keep everything all bottled up. I guess it's ok that he knows I'm here and knows I'm posting. I am fairly certain he reads the bards and looks for my posts. He used to 'hijack' my emailed journal entries and I don't know if he still does because I stopped looking to see if he was checking up on me.
I guess I'm imporoving - I'm not snooping as much as I was and as long as I keep myself busy I do great. Right now I am preparing for an art exhibit and that has helped me cope the last few days.
