I am the same way. I don't want to take it slowly either. I rerally want to take him by the shoulders and shake the crap out of him and say STOP THIS CRAP AND LET'S BE LIKE WE USED TO BE WHEN IT WAS GOOD !!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I am alright, now, just had to say that. You are right, it is their timetable, not ours, and we have to be good and patient and sweet and nice, and like Mary Poppins, and remember that a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down, and that we will get back a hundredfold what we lost, and that all will be just fine and dandy one day.

Right??

L