Any help would be greatly appreciated. I have to be honest. I have thought recently that if all I'm going to do is bring in the money, pay the bills and help with the kids..., then I can do that with a lot less pain if I just don't expect anything from her. Basically a D would make all this crap a simple business transaction. Here is your money, good bye, see you next pay period.
I would have the same exact expectations of her that I would have some business woman I'm dealing with. Here is your money, I don't expect to hear an ILY, receive any affection or appreciation from a business transaction. It just is what it is.
I'm just hurting so bad right now. I have stayed away because reading anything here just gives hope, reading DR just gives hope. No hope? No pain.
