NGU - My H believes I don't love him either or that I didn't...that I stopped. I'm not sure really how to show him that I do, especially since he's gone.
For me - and maybe it's wrong but I still pepper conversations every now and again with either an ILY or a love,me (email).....
I want him to know that I DO.....and I'll work forever to show him I mean it.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...