Ok, I started when I was 12. Bad math on my part. I am nearly 36 so that is 23.8 years. At any rate, my general shape has not changed much. I was always thin but not the type of thinness (bony runner's body) that alters your periods. Recently, I did a mini-diet--I do this throughout the holidays so that I don't gain weight--and instead of holding steady I lost a bunch of weight, prolly 10 lbs or so. It just flew off my body. Being a woman, I am not inclined to wonder about this..I'm just happy about it ok. Still yet, I'm not skeletal. I am 5'9" and weigh about 135 lbs. If only I would get on your cigarettes/booze diet, I'd really be lookin hot.
Activity? dang do you always have to bring this up. Here is the sum total of my daily activity: Run around after kids, work on our house (which is actually varying levels, some days it's really heavy, others not), SIT while I homeschool, and then daily chores like laundry etc. Thank goodness our new home is a 2 story so that makes it necessary for me to climb stairs a zillion times per day. However, I suspect that you were talking about actual elevated heart rate, heavy breathing type activities and that would really only apply, on a regular basis, to sex.
Lillie, Getting pregnant doesn't occur to me as it concerns sex. Having been infertile all these years, I just don't connect the two, as ludicrous as that sounds! And, to be honest, if I got pg again it wouldn't be the end of the world to me. MrH would be more upset than I am, he's had about enough of being surrounded by estrogen and I'm SURE it would be another girl, lol.
Jenny, Interesting about the hormones. You know, the only other time I experienced an LD period was when I was taking a 6 month dose of progesterone. It made me NUTS. I was emotional, shrill, it affected my eating and sleeping habits. The worst part, however, was that it made me sweat. I was hotter than hell all the time. I am normally cold blooded and hardly break a sweat even in the hottest months of the year so this *freaked* me out.
Update: Last night I made sure to pay lots of attention to H and we were having a great time together in bed when suddenly he stopped and said "Why do you think you're not horny anymore?" I thought, dude what the heck is the matter with you? We are having a rollicking time here, what is the problem? It seems that he's becoming obssessed with the idea of True Horniness vs. Acting Horny and I know that particular mindfcuk well. I just deflected my azz off (see Cobra, it can come in handy at times) and the moment passed.
Anyway, GGB you are right. Merely keeping it in mind is doing a world of good towards keeping me genuinely feeling the love instead of trying to force it, etc. I am glad that MrH spoke up when he did and told me his honest thoughts. I know it's hard for him.
Corri!!!! I realized last night, whilst engaged in some rather nice foreplay, that I don't know how to tease. I instinctively replied to your suggestion (it won't work) without giving it much thought...kindof putting the old MrPot in the suggested scenario. Then I got to thinking about it some more and wondered why I couldn't try it. So fast forward to last night and it hits me: I don't know how to tease! So here I am having a healthy dose of humble pie, admitting to the world that I don't know how to tease. Obviously it was not part of my repertoire, lol. So I need a play by play, if you don't mind. Give me some suggestions and keep in mind that MrH shies off VERY easily. I cannot play hard to get, he will simply stop the chase.
alrighty enough of this. Time to go play with playdough.
