Thanks geordie! As you can probably sense from my own thread, I'm trying really hard to stand for my M despite the recent revelations. I'll keep trying 'til I could truly say I did my best. Sometimes I can feel my patience waning but I manage to dig deep and somehow manage to renew my efforts. I try not to succumb to the what I fear will be the inevitable outcome. I draw a lot of inspiration from my own parents, who to this day in their late 60's, still hold hands and go on dates and weekend getaways that it simply amazes me and my siblings.

Please do send me a link of the pdf or better yet email it to me. Thanks in advance. And don't stop reading it'll help a lot. Hang in there! And keep posting. \:\)

H