Hi BND... DO you know the exact date your H comes home? You wrote (way back) that it was going to be early February. Well, early February is here already... PH
PH, Let's just say it will be very soon!! He sent me a package last week. 6 pairs of really cute thongs and a sexy red lingerie outfit thingy. Guess he has some plans
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
PH, Let's just say it will be very soon!! He sent me a package last week. 6 pairs of really cute thongs and a sexy red lingerie outfit thingy. Guess he has some plans
BND, Thanks. I will check it tomorrow as today it is too late. Yes, you are right, I should maybe hang in there a bit longer. But it is just so disheartening when his venom comes out again. I guess I am not thinking straight at the moment. I seem to be desperate for some change.
May I ask you to have another look at my thread? I posted again today. Thanks a lot. Take care.
The kids are busy writing out their Valentine's cards and planning their class parties for Wednesday.
The older ones will be also be home next weekend so that will be fun and we will celebrate D19 birthday.
I am going to be taking a little break from the boards for a while as I need to sort through some things.
I also know and have been made aware that I have offended some here with my attitude and my way of thinking. And although I have apologized to some here, there are others who can not accept my words.
And yes, that is their problem, but I will keep my distance for a while just to let things calm down a bit. This needs to be a safe place for everyone to be able to share without feeling threatened.
I do not want people to feel like I will throw God into everything. For me it worked to pray and to allow Him to direct my paths, each one of us has their own way of coping with the pain.
I have tried to be as honest as possible about my journey through my Husband's MLC.
Many of those who were here when I first arrived saw a pathetic fool who refused to just listen and be still. You have seen me at my very worst and are begining to see me at my very best.
When I first came here I wanted to understand why my life was falling apart and what the heck was wrong with my Husband.
Instead I had to learn about what was wrong with me so that I could get strong and be mentally prepared to handle my life regardless as to whether he came back or not.
So now I am in a good place and I have learned so much from so many here and it has been the very best therapy ever. I am no longer afraid of the unknown I am now looking forward to it with my Husband.
Blessings, XXXXX
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
BND, Sorry, but you cannot possibly leave the board now. I already have my box of tissues ready for the reunion. And in my new found femininity, I want to hear about the lingerie and outfits!
Wait...you mean this isn't about me?
Seriously, I am so excited for you...may the road ahead bring many bright things, and I hope you get a chance to pop back here for an update.
PH
