Honeypot(t)... if you're having periods again and you and Mr. HP don't use b/c... could it be that your LD is due to not wanting to get pregnant again and the only way you can avoid it in the context of your and Mr. HP's beliefs is by abstaining? This is all unconscious, of course. Overtly you want to be HD again, but unconsciously, you don't want another pg, so your unconscious turns off the desire?