where I found myself not knowing the man I fell in love with. Where I found myself not being able to believe the only person on the Earth I had totally believed and believed in.
I completely feel and understand this sentiment. Can't offer much more right now, but TOTALLY get this. Wish I didn't.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3