mmmm, sort of reminded me when (not confirmend it was him or a pop up ad) I found the "adult finder" page on my computer, when my H just came home. And other disturbing info, which in the end turn out to be just harmless looking on his part but which REALLY hurt for me to find.

I hear you, after a blowout we also regress. But that's the nature of piecing, your wounds are still too fresh, and he still unsure of how well things are going to go between you two. Hang in there pal, we all regress now and then, it happens. Just make sure you keep your "gathing of info" at a minimum. Trust has to begin somewhere, your H needs a bit more time to asimilate you two as a couple again.
Been there done that hon, well, still not 100% out of the bushes but I now see the path.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.