Stuck in the Tunnel-3 Stages at Once

[princess_nic]

I am feeling my threshold for pain tolerance drawing closer and I have delivered 3 kids with no meds ...

LOL! I did that too, and I would gladly do it again rather than go through this!

I am not sure that I would move on to the point of closing the door to all possibilities at this stage but I know that that decision is lurking on the horizon.

I've come to the conclusion that this is actually a good thing, to know that that option is there. You can choose to be still...or not. Knowing that you could end it is freeing in a way.

Love, Nicola