Saw our MC last pm ugg. I am still stewing (I guess that's the right word). He's not sure he wants to have to answer to me. He likes living alone. Yeah there are plenty of days I would like to walk away from all my responsibilities to. WTF. Sorry but after the I want my own life I am ready to give up. He can have his own life. I want to be married and marriage is a partnership. OK I will keep my mouth shut and keep with the program. Hopefully by tonight I will have calmed down.
Me 45 H 51 married 15 yrs D 13, S's 10,8 bomb 1-06, moved out 3-06 filed for D, 7-06,10-06,11-06,12-06 3-07, asked to try again 6-07 D on hold D process restarted 10-07 now trying to reconcile!
