There's been a few bad/confusing events. More evidence that the alien is still alive and well. Problem is that there are some financial decisions that I must make and it hard to make them with everything being so up in the air.
Had a discussion with a friend today, who has been down this road before. Both he and his W pretty much surmised what I kind of think what is up. Due to the up and down nature of W attitude, mixed with latest developments, I am starting to wonder if this whole trip is going to have a happy ending. Mix that with the fact that W is not the type to swallow much pride and admit a mistake, I fear the kids and I are in for a very rough road ahead.
The friend also said, he thinks things have gone far enough that he thinks I should call her folks and lay the problem out before them. I am very close to them (W parents) and they have confided quite a few things to me in the past. Perhaps in a way I guess I kind of feel that I owe that much to them.
At this point I somehow feel like a stunt jumper, you could stop it but you pretty much have to do it from here. I see positive things in the rest of my life, but this just doesn't seem to respond to anything I do. Perhaps the best way to explain my feeling right now is when your in a motorcycle crash. You relize you have lost all control, what you do has no real effect and you just have to sit back, observe and try to control how bad the impact is going to affect you. Wow, there's a visual for you. Sorry, just had to vent.
Glad your trip went well BeingMe, enjoy some more time with your son. Good luck on the book. Somehow I think there is a road trip somewhere in this for me also. I'd appreciate your prayers.
