Dont know if I should come out of the dark a little and see what happens or not....doubt that it would do much good.
We were making good positive talk until I blew up the first part of this month then we havn't talked hardly any since. Before blow up I started us talking and she was willing after I started.
But with this D comming up in days what do I have to lose? I kinda feel that there r still things that I would like to say/talk about before this thing is final.
I know there is no advoiding this D within this ammount of time.
Our anniversery is the day before the D. Part of me has this thought of asking her for that night together for our anniversery one more last night together to talk. I really dont know what she would say if I asked her to. But what do I have to lose?
Also have (probaly better) thought to go to her on anniversery and just tell her sorry that it didnt work and goodby.
then its probably best that I dont even ackwoledge her that day unless maybe she does me.
