W2S- I miss you too- and I need to come back more. I've been sad at times and need to get away from it all. Silly things like emails that I haven't deleted yet-they come back to haunt me sometimes when I least expect it. Like ghosts. And that's what they are- ghosts of a relationship that doesn't exist anymore. Of a person who doesn't exist anymore. That just makes me sad. But it's also what keeps me going forward. Knowing that even if I stand and wait, he's not coming back on the road he left. And I've moved too far away from where I was to go back now. I've seen other roads and like the terrain.... DBH
