Well H didn't even stick around to talk to me last night. He wasn't home when I got there at 7pm. He dropped the kids off an left.
So i called him and he said that he was upset because he has no money and doesn't know how he will get money for me and the kids. I asked him if this is how he plans to spend the rest of his life. He said "I don't know." Why is he being so stubborn? Can someone please tell me why? He doesn't know why he keeps running back to a person that keeps hurting him over and over again. I guess I have no room to talk because I keep hoping that a person like that will wake up and return home.
Oh well. He said that he would call and talk to me today but who knows. At this point I am drained.
"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."
