Ian,

now don't be getting naughty, just when you were getting it right, just kidding, do what you have to guy. but I am glad you caught yourself, I am not doing such a good job in actualality of playing it out, but I think about it a lot, focusing on me more, I just need a good stiff kick in the pants.

you know I hate this whole scarred rabbit thing they do, it is obnoxious, like we never slept with them before, geesh, course my R hasn't gotton to that place yet, when we say slow we mean it here I guess. I think that is bothering me a bunch. I made a stupid comment, H said it is my turn to set up a date and so I said, joking I hope, well then I am getting a hotel, he said you still can't sleep in, I said that isn't why I want a hotel, and he just sort of looked at me, nothing more was said, I may have said kidding, but that was all. Now I wonder if that was too much? but can't un-say it and it was a few days ago so no sense bringing it up again, what do you think?


Me 41
H 42
DD 11
DS 8
M 18
bomb 8/3/06
separating 9/18/08