have been down for the past few days. I don't know if it is post traumatic type thing, from the interview, nerves about the interview, or house stress, or just this whole goofy thing.
the house is very much up in the air because we are wondering if the money for the repairs will price us out of the neighborhood, that type of thing. I am disappointed because I was really looking forward to working on the project. we interview 2 more builders for other opinions this week, so the project isn't dead in the water just yet.
just waiting on the school interview, may hear by the end of the week.
our R, has been in stalemate I guess, I worked all weekend so not much time to work on anything. Couple small happenings. Last night H laughed, his old real laugh, when he came to bed, he laughed because I was so snugged under the covers, I guess it struck him funny, I didn't mind, loved to hear the laugh, then this morning I got a hug good bye when he left to work, I have been moping around the last few days, so maybe that is why, I don't know, I don't want my bad mood to ruin the baby steps, gotta get positive.
I have to work the next couple days and it is my turn to plan a date, was thinking about skiing, but it is really cold so not sure....
suggestions?
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08
