I had a weird reaction to this post of yours. I felt envious because for you crying more is a good thing. It's sort of like this BB is an eating disorders clinic and I am the obese girl who wants some pudding but can't have it and you are the anorexic girl who needs to eat more pudding. But then I remembered that we're all here because we need to take better care of ourselves which means more crying for you and less crying for me. So I want to give you a hug and a big spoon and a super-size box of kleenex. Take care of yourself.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver