Thank you again Snodderly.

I did get a reply from my email. H says he is sorry but he is moving forward with the d. I am not sure how much he has done or if this is just talk. He has never been one to follow through.

I told him before any d I want some answers. I know there are not any but I need to try.

I am pretty sure this time that he will follow through. I never thought I would be d. You would think after 4 years I would be more prepared.

It is strange because I am sad but relieved at the same time.