Nothing exciting going on. Just in the fight of my life for the M. Found out he brought OW to help you pack....that did not put me in a very nice mind frame. But I didn't let on that I was upset. I had called on Saturday to see if you or H would like something to eat while you were packing.

He didn't show up yesterday because of basketball....now let him tell me his family is his priority. He did take the boys to the doctor this morning for their checkups. Then I had to call him to pick up D3 from MRDD because she had gotten sick. He said that he was headed for an interview and would call me when he got out. So he did, and asked if I had found someone to pick D3 up. I told him that I was waiting on him to call me back. He said that he didn't have a car seat but could pick her up. I asked where the car seat was and he said in his car because he was in her jeep. I heard a kid in the background and knew that she was with him. I told him I did not want him picking her up if there was anyone with him. He said fine. I told him that I would take care of it.

WTH is he thinking??? I have made it very clear that I don't want her anywhere near my kids. Does he think that I am going to back down from that.

Help me!! I don't know what I am doing right now. I know that I am suppose to stand but has he completely walked away and given up on our M???????

"Be patient to persevere and wait for God to heal. Keep in mind that you are both imperfect people. Look to God as the source of all you want to see in your marriage and don't worry how it will happen...Leave it in His hands."