Quote: Do you suppose she is worried that things will be back to the way it was without the improvements if you do reconcile?
No, she knows that I took responsibility and recognized what I was doing wrong. Her number one complaint was me working to much and not spending enough time with her and my boys. I use to volunteer for allot of overtime and special projects at work. I was involved with allot of extracurricular activities outside of work as well. She was always very envious of my time. I didn't always involve her in my life's pursuits like I should have and my priorities were not focused on her and family. This, I'm very sorry for and realize I've lost precious time. I've tempered that and have learned to manage my time, commitments, and family better. I've been spending more quality time with my boys during the last year than I have in the past 6 years. I think she sees now that I could devote more time to her and family if we were to get back together. She realizes I've re-prioritized my life, she's complimented me several times about the change. Even gets angry sometimes and asked me why I couldn't do it sooner when we were living together and before our breakup.
I think it's more of a conflict with her now than with me or our future. She's still confused and isn't sure what she wants, but I know her attraction to me has been reawakened. If not emotionally, for sure physically. This OM is still influencing her thoughts, but I see that dissipating astimegoeson.
"It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare." -Mark Twain
