When I am connected with my wife I find her beautiful and Iwant to spend time with her. When we are physically estranged I still find her beautiful, but I would rather be somewhere else. I don't know how others feel about this, but if could somehow go back in time I think I would marry a plain and slightly overweight woman that just adored me instead of the lovely ice-princess that I chose. My wife is gorgeous. . . she just isn't that into me I guess. . . and boy that just sucks.
