Sometimes feels impossible. But it isn't. It just takes time. Eventually you wil get tired of the game and just quit playing.
However, I want to warn you that yes you need to detatch but you need to do it lovingly. I would really set some boundries especially with the ML sessions. They do not seem healthy for you since ML is a very emotional act, for most people anyway.
Quote: just need to start making decisions based on my and my D's best interest.
Yes you do.
Quote: Isn't this a fun game?
For the fist few months it is anyway. After that you will realize that all you are gauranteed in your life right now is you and your D. So you will start honestly focusing on those aspect that you will never lose and you will start being whole again. This all sucks but we all have to be the stronger people here for our own sanity as well as our kids.
Take care LO, Ben
Ben 32 STBXW 29 3 kids (D1,S4,SD8) (1 dog 5months) Status: Fighting for the Kids.
"The only thing we know about future developments is that they will develope."
