I do want to keep the R going but find that hard to hang on to when she seems so adamant it's over. I guess I'm looking to understand her and how we got here better. At the moment I can't face seeing her, though I know she wants to resume a friendship a.s.a.p. I may see her on Saturday when she collects our D to take her out, I haven't decided if I'm ready yet.
I am working on myself and although I'm grieving at the moment, I feel reasonably positive about the changes I have and will make in my life.
