I am glad you updated us on your situation. I often wondered how you were doing. I'm glad your H is back with you.
I think you need to seek counseling. You need to learn how to accept the fact that your H left and was with someone else. Also, that there is a baby on the way. You will never be able to forgive your H if you can't accept it. Look at it this way, he chose you and your girls. He is back with you. Don't push him away. Don't start little fights with him.
Get some help. If you had someone to talk to on a regular basis, you can vent to them and learn not to vent to your H. If you keep it up, he will leave again. Do you really want to go thru that again?
See a counselor who can help you deal with your issues. You don't even need to go as a couple at first, just go by yourself and get your feelings out.
