Thanks gang, and I will be fine. Mainly just posted to get the sh^tty feelings out of my system. I have been on the phone with Swashy for the last 45 minutes and of course steddy Eddy will not allow me to wallow in my own self pity. I am going to do exactly as Julie said here and act as if nothing happened tomorrow when I see her and be happy Ian and exude the confidence that I have always been able to exude. I will put yesterday behind me and look towards tomorrow. Scott told me to think of another sunject to approach her with when I see her tomorrow and that is exactly what I plan to do. I hope that I didnt freak any of you out, like I said, just venting and getting the emotion out of my system. Thanks for the support ya'll, this is what I depend on ya'll for.