AMD,

Thanks for your support. I am well centered right now. Had a rough December, but 2007 has started off on a very positive note. It's just my outlook and attitude are much better. I'm not so self centered, and victimistic. Is that a word???

I hate that feeling of moping around wishing that I had more, thinking I deserve more, demanding that I get more. It's very unfulfilling and not very smart. What's to say that more is better??? Maybe those things that I think I want and need, are really not fulfilling for me. Maybe what I have right now is what is best for me right now.

I have a lot right now. My W is a very good friend, she's a great cook, and I never have to worry about laundry. It just appear's in my drawer, all clean and folded. She's become quite the gourmet cook, and bust's her butt to keep a home that is clean, orderly, well fed, safe, and peaceful. She's beautiful, takes very good care of herself, and care's alot about her friends and family. She loves me, and we're best friends.

I'm very blessed that she's been willing to give our M another chance. It is so rare in today's world. So I have a lot to be grateful for, and a lot to fulfill me.

Thanks for your friendship and support.

Love,

COG


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