It's been hard for me today. I am sorry your are going through the same thing. I truly know how you feel. I know you are right about the contact. I've seen he several times over the last couple of days and each time i have left after arguing. The trouble is my son is with her and he has never even spent the night somewhere else and now he is away from his home. He is not coping very well with it and she refuses to let me have him back. My daughter who is 15 wants to see her every day also and the only way I can facilitate that is to take her and pick her up.
Thank you so much for your advice. It seems hard to take in especially as I cant see a time when the pain will subside. Thank you also for praying for me. I need prayer. Its something I have allowed to slip lately. Nick.
me 41 her 40 kids (3) 19, 16 and 6 married 20 years, together 31 years since childhood
bomb Aug 06, affair started june 06 and still going on
