((((((((hugs)))))))))
Oh Nick, I am so sorry,

Listen to the advice here from others who have walked this path.

Simes will help you find your way again.

For now, you need to find what little strength you have for the sake of your children.

Honey, God has not forsaken you, and in some ways neither has your wife.

It is all part of the sickness of MLC.

Forgive her, she knows not what she is doing

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.