I've never posted to you before, but I've read your posts..I'm so sorry to hear that your wife has moved out...and I'm sorry to hear that you are in such much pain. I feel for you, I really do, many of us here, know that pain you're feeling, the one that hurts so much, you wonder why it actually doens't kill you ....
HOWEVER....there is a light...although now you might not see or feel it, you will slowly get better, you will find peace now that your wife has left the house...time for you...time to let your emotions out as well, as they do need to be experienced...I would suggest that you have as little and short possible contact with her for a while...this will help you heal in a miraculous way ! I also did this for 6 weeks after H told me about OW. I missed him terribly, really I did, but it was the best way to go through my own emotions without having to deal with his...and with HIM.
I hope you will feel better today...you are in my prayers...and don't forget that when life is really hard and painful, God lifts us up and helps us along the way, he really does, let him...put your faith in him !!! Believe !!!!
Love Cinders xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
