Quote: My first post was last night and it does help to get it all out. Can someone please read it and let me know if you think H is having MLC? He says it that it is because of me that we can't make M work! Why does all the blame always go on me? I spent our whole M taking care of him and kids and loving it. I probaly did take him for granted and now he is gone - lives in another state can DB work long distance?? Why can't I stop thinking about all of the good times and he says he can't remember many?? Are we all here because we were the rejected ones? They made the call and left so they are the ones in control right? How do people survive this pain it just takes over every part of your life? Any encouraging advice that would make me want to see this thing through? He is the love of my life and now we have 1800miles between us! How do you get past that? My girls and I miss him SO much!! HELP!!
I've posted your post on the knew thread above. First I'm going to ask that you to stick to one thread until it locks or almost locks--8-10 pages. I will post this and then begin writing a reply...that way this original thread will bump above the other thread.
