Heywyre, I understand that you did not mean to be negative. it also sounds from your posts that you are still having a difficult time in the "trust" area which is totally understandable.
Maybe it is time to stop worrying over the past and finally let it go.
You say your Husband is doing things to make you feel better, it is his actions that are helping you to heal.
Over time if you begin to let the past remain in the past you will feel as though you can truly have the relationship you want and deserve with your Husband.
I know at times those thoughts come back into our head and we can either choose to run with it and cause ourselves great anxiety OR we can choose to overcome them and allow ourselves to feel the love our Husband is trying to give us.
Have a great weekend.
There can be no testimony without a test. I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.
